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im the blacksheep
Monday, May 4 Hi. Today is mum's burfday and i made her cry in the morning . i felt so heartless .. mama im sorry i shout vulgarities at you and even say thing that i wasnt suppose to say . mama to tell the truth ive forgotten your burfday mama i swear ,this tyme round i will make your burfday a memorable one . although i cant give you a big cake like how we celebrate with Wan two years bck or throw you a party or what so ever . I could only aford a small humble cake . mama its been long since i hugg you and even longer since i say i love you . i wanna say it today ,but how eh ?? ohhh . please give me way . today one of my english compo qs. "write about someone who you aspire in your family members and why you admire them.." i decided to write about you ,to make things easy . while i was writting this morning incident crossed my mind , i couldnt help it but tears started to flow down . To avoid havoc in classroom i pretended to sleep . But all in my mind i was thinking about you . Im a useless devil child whom never even bother about your feelings ,i use harsh words against you and never appriciate you while your are here . I steal for drugs ,i lie for drugs . Mama im sorry ,how should i repay you ? and even worst i just cnt remember how old are you this year . You are always there when i cried for stupid boys ,but i was never there when you cried for dad . where else i make things worst for you both ,i realise imma blacksheep of my family .
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