Date check ; 20th june .

two weeks has passed ,olmost ol of the days were spent beside bby .

sniffing , hugging and even big wars .

Without paying much attention ,i realise 2days far from bby's court date .

22th will be the day ,everything gonna change .

estimate - 7o% chances bby flying off to rtc .

mayb for months or mayb for years ,or mayb postpone .

i have to face separation from bby ,and i should be strong so is he .

2days ago ,boi din lectured me about waeting for hym

,i didnt pay much attention to what he was saying but somehow my mind was somewhere thynking should i ? when i finally made a mindset ,i wont promise ill waet cause thyng might change when he is gone . when will this mind of mine be free ,im tired of thynking how will i survive w/o bby . i have my girlfriends i know ,they are the best , they understand what im goeng through and they give me hopes and comfort me but somehow i need bby beside me .

kate manje ! mek . hahaha . bby pampered me too much i guess . =.=??!

im not goeng to the beach party today ,cause im tagging bby to dnt know which club .

i wont post a super long one ,let just end by saying .

i wont say thyngs for the sake of saying ,i say the truth about what my heart desire .

and i want hym if what they say its fate ,xoxo .