Hi . This gonna be a long one .

Its exactly 9.41am ,haven bath . hahahaaa and im at this some internet cafe in my neighbourhood with indra . Incase youve been wondering who is indra ,he is my lil brother . Okay back on the topic why im here ,basically i cant sleep and i had some wars with mama agaen . This month wasnt a good start yahh ... Family had broken apart thanks to my dear father . Mama had been tearing down from the very start she knew the truth ,for myself i just hate to be home seeing everyone in tears . But i pity indra ,so for the sake of him ,i still have to drag myself home . I feel lonely at times ,cause the ones whom i expected to there for me hasnt shown any care and concern . Mayb my friends are too busy with their life eh ? Tk kn txt msg pun cnnt reply kn ? haish . So the ones whom had been there for me are obviously baby and oreo twinny .

But with my egos and big mouth i still do get into trouble with baby -.- Can i not talk about it ? heh

Aniway for baby's present i bought him a celio formal top . It cost alot more than your topman sweater ok ? haha . But i got discounts ! and only twinny knows some secrets . haha . shuddup okay ! * WARNING * i gotto write this down ! ,yknw when kerraline and i found that perfect top she was like saying . " Ekal will be so hot on this . i swear sia pet . confirmconfirm if he knows how to style up himself . if me olso i buy this for my bf if i have one la . " she repeated it over and over agaen . till at one point she say this to me ," why the hell am i fantasizing about your boyfriend ?!" hahahaha . funny sia. Second cute part of us was on ekal's big day . Its about 3am ? Both of us lied to them we want to buy toasts ,then we head to this somewhere to buy a muffin . Thats the only cake we can find during that hour ,next we search for candle . The only candle we can find was a huge one the ones which is use when theres blackout . Who the hell nk pkai a big candle on a small mufin kn ? kerraline came out with this idea of using a wooden chopstick instead . i find it funny ,but we were willing to give it a try . but im not happy with it so we waited outside a bakery shop cause i think mayb ,someone from there could assist us. but tkde org pun -.- so we headed back to ben's crib . i call up iqa to help us while kerraline do her "chopstick candle" idea . Then ekal went furious ,he thinks i wanna find fault with iqa . Skali surprise ! I swear can see from his face he was shocked .... hahaha . Mcm nk nanges pun ade . Then he gave me a kiss then thank me and kerraline .

Then we storytelling uh about our quest of finding that muffin and candle . hahha . So cute !

HAPPY 15TH BURFDAY KERRALINE LOKE !

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY MOHAMED HAIKAL !

xxoo . may your well wishes come true .

♥ Indra Putra ,Kakak sayang kao babi

♥ kerraline ,hi ! when nk cry ?

♥ Ekal ,sayang kao meletupletup

You asked me ,is there any way to make me hate you.

The answer is very common sense and simple . But ... even if i know ,i let you stay curious see how far you can go to find the answer ...

Im wondering could this month get any worst or what ?