Camera quality kind of suck ,i wanna get a new phone! New month ,the following month? Camera's mmc fcuking giving me problems. Whatever la. Hmm ,before that i wanna get haer extentions cause now my haer is short blame my stupid haer experiment. I wanna get curlywirrl kind of extentions. Sarahsayang recommended me a place. But i must waet for mama to settle things first. Patience okay pet! Time check ,its 315am. Sleepy ,ya. But i cant stop starring at my boyfriend's picture. Not obessesing la! Just miss him. Lucky the smell on his hoodies still strong! Misses those warm hugs ,those wet kisses ,those charming smile and those irratating jokes of his. I can only scribble out my feelings on pieces of papers ,i have v good friends that have good listening ears. But i need more ,i need him la to be exact. Today i went out to meet my friends just like old times but still i dnt feel happy. Yah ,they are a bunch of monkeys whom never fail to make me laugh. But i need more ... haha. Understand? I guess i need some fresh air ,get drunk or fcuking shake off my head. Surely it will only be a tempolary feeling yknw. Then im back here suffocating. I wanna shout i wanna run i wanna fcuking kidnap him! A whole lot stories i wanna share ,i just cant waet for our next meet. Come home soon ,imy badly. If this is worth wanting desiring for ,heads up high im coming

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreaming, but

There's a voice inside my head saying

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm takin'

Every move I make

Feels lost with no direction,

My faith is shakin'

But I gotta keep tryin'

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down, but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it, but

These are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep goin', and

I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on movin'

Keep climbin'

Keep faith baby

It's all about, it's all about

The climb