Boo! Miss me? Cakap tak! Heh heh. I know, i know. My blog been dead eversince

i've created fb. Boohoo to me! Hahaha. Nothing interesting to update, but shall just do an update about my progress lately.

 Let's start with school... Okay, aisyah will always be aisyah. Lazy for school. I will never learn my lesson. Hahaha. Malay O'level is over! (Y) Few more months to endure and i'll be free like again! English, maths, science and combine humanities (SS and geog.) Actually theres no difference with being free nd still schooling at the same time cause still i've been partying and enjoying myself :) But one thing for sure, i know i can't score well for my O'level papers. I know my limits so... just see how bad it will be. Im ready for mama's dissapointment and i must come up with a back up plan for future. Blablabla. Having maths tuition now maybe la kan will help me improve my maths. HOPE SO! Wish me all the best!

I miss boyfriend. I know i've been posting alot about him, but wtd can't help it. Just feel like telling everbody or likely shout this "I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO FREAKING BADDD!!" hehe. Guess he miss me too. Our love letters say it all <3 If everyone thinks that waiting is easy, well NO! You must deal with envied people whom will definetely take this chance to badmouth about you, telling around stories that were never true. Report this and that and yknw what?! DON'T TRUST ANYONE YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW (even your bf's friends) not all of them are 'nice' some are just two headed hypocrites :) I've learn my lesson so here i am, being independent and leaving everything to faith. After all i know whatever gonna happen my family and girlfriends will be there. Even so, my boyfriend trust me. Okay whatever, imy bf :(

My relationship with mama has improve tremendously for the past months. I've began to understand the definition of bonding. Felt the love that i've once logging for. There she was wiping my tears, there she was whipping me up a meal even tho she was tired... I know which mother hadnt done that for their child, but this is when i just realise i've been taking her for granted. Mama knows ive been smoking, clubbing and stuff and i know im lucky to have an understanding mum unlike some unlucky people... So now i've been trying to get hold of my temper and be a goodgood daughter. Love you mama.

Another most in my want-list :-

Start to patch up every gap in between me and ayah. Ok maybe shall start a convo with him.

with this i'll end this post with lots of love !!